Other than being a catchy song title by some freakish artist, sometimes I ask God (probably with more attitude than I should) what exactly does He want from me? The day-to-day living of callings, being a wife and mom, and trying to become a better person are all a blessing, of course, but I sometime fail to feel the "renewing" power that I kind of expect. I know, I know, it's probably exactly because I expect it that I don't get it, but I haven't always expected it either, and I don't think it came any more frequently. I thought that faith in receiving answers/blessings/fill-in-the-blank is what helps God effectuate it in our lives. Just a rant. Now on to recording blessings/impressions/feelings so I can look back and say-"see Ashley, I told you God loves you and is mindful of you!! See how He helped you! See how He prepared you for this! See how much you have grown!"
For that I am excited.
For now, I am scared poopless at what might flow from my fingertips.
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